Got Guilt???

So this weekend Spencer's family is having family reunion in New Mexico. We did not go this year because it is a pretty far drive. We drove to Utah in December...so it will be a bit before we take another long road trip. However, Spencer called me to tell me that his family had called him and they are all there in New Mexico. I felt bad for not going and I know Spencer misses seeing all of his family together. I feel guilty because it is mainly because of me that we did not go. Spencer would have loved to drive up there. I just keep telling myself there will be more family reunions...right? They have them every year, but I don't think Spencer has missed one except for when he was on his mission. WOW...I feel really bad. :( I know Spencer isn't mad or anything, but I know he really wanted to go. What makes it even worse is tomorrow is Father's Day. All the family will be together...well almost all...